Tuesday, May 31, 2016

I'm Back, Again

Hello!

I don't know if anyone reads or pays attention to what I write here but hey, I'm back. I want to be back for good.


Yes, I still want you to hear my heart cry. Why my heart is still crying? Because I am still alive! It would still cry from time to time, it would still mourn for the same reason at times but I have grown accustomed to it -- that whatever I do, my heart will cry for all other reasons.

Just recently, I had my heart broken. no, not because of a guy. It is because of these special people whom I've met since I have started working in Taguig.

First off, before I had my final interview back in 2014, I have asked the HR people if they can check if a particular person is still working for them. Luckily, he's no longer with the company 2-3 years before I applied. To make the long story short, I've made it to Telus and I am still with them after almost two years. #HappyHere

Second, I've always had difficulties parting ways, most especially with people whom I've been close with. It was not an easy two years for me changing from one team to another, learned my lessons though -- to not get super close with people, do not expect to not be disappointed. Last straw was when I was re-profiled for another account. It was almost two months of working super close with these people -- we were each other's strength during times that we need to be strong. Lunch dates, short break dates, pre/post shift dates and payday dates. That is what we would usually do to make sure everyone's okay with all the challenges that we faced. To make sure that we will start and end the day happy. Sadly, I did not make the cut. If it was done personally as a revenge of some sort -- as what my other wave mates are saying -- or not, I stopped caring, for the management of that particular account at least. I am happy to be out of the account, sad that I will not get to see these bunch always but #happyhere is what my heart and mind says. AND... I still have to take the opportunity of learning a new language or who knows, I might go back to school and finish a degree -- my main reason then why I chose Telus.

My heart is silently crying because I miss these people -- Anne, Wej, some of Sprint peeps and Phoenix W3. But I am okay, perfectly fine. 

Thank God that I have stumbled upon these blogs that I have forsaken years ago. I'm not gonna promise that I will write everyday but hopefully I can share some SOML - what or who made my heart cry and of course learn a thing or two from it.