Answer Me Not

What do you do with all the unanswered questions? 

Where do you go to have the answers? 

Who do you ask to get the answers? 

Are you prepared to hear the answers? 

I don't know where to start. How to start and what to ask, I have a lot to ask. 

If I have said yes to all the late night invites I got from you, and left the comforts of my home to go wherever you were, will we end up like this? 

If we have not been friends before this, if we don't have gazillion of common friends from work, will you be man enough to take pictures of us together? 

Will you be man enough to introduce me to your friends? As a friend or a significant other? 

Am I not worthy to be seen with you?

Did you even consider the possibilities of what "we" had? 

Did you see me the way you see her? 

Did you even appreciate me as a person? As a friend? 

Was I even a "partner" for you or was it just sex you're after? 

Did you even think of our friendship before, while and after? 

Is that it? Is it the end? 

Did I not make you happy? 

I don't know who to ask, if I can even ask everything or nothing? 

I have a lot more to ask but all those questions are questioning my worth too. And I don't know if I can even do that to me. 

Why? Why not me? Was I not enough? Did I miss something? Was I too much? 

If I was only brave enough to post you on my social media, will get the same appreciation? 

Was there even love in between?

Will you answer all these? Will you help me find the answers? 

Even with all these questions, I am still wishing you well.